Work or WORK its entirely your choice

This is the first time I am working, my first taste of living out of shell......but life seems as if it has gone back to school times....when I used to get up early....hate to go to school.....wait for the one sunday....hate homework and classwork...its all the same except for long summer and winter holidays....which I used to wait for....

There is no wait today...its all going to be the same, except the city might change....a self thought initiated choice.....it feels as you are growing up....the more choices you got to make....whether its choosing your priorities at work....which call to take...its all nothing but making the right and timely choice...

The stagnation creeps in, when we choose our work/money/boss's dictate above ourselves....above the life we want to live....when you invest more in your job rather than working for yourself, your happiness.....you forget the reason you are in your job is because you wanted to happy and independent ......

So if you are ingnoring yourself...its the right time to make your choice...

Romantic weather in a lonely city

As I walk through the roads, where palm trees...calm and peaceful wave themselves across the trespass, I think, stop, smile at the beauty of it....and then I watch the fishes lazing around in the pond...So lost in beauty I miss the orange chameleon just next to where I stand...at first I get scared but then even that little creature adds to the beauty of the whole scene.....my heart feel so calm and relaxed.....I close my eyes to feel the breeze making its way...and then a little drop of water comes in my eyes...I so wish I was here with that someone who could understand the spark in my eyes, when I look at this...who would be eager to see that smile come...who would just hold my hand, stand there...and just feel the essence of whole thing....

If only...that one person was here...life would have been so perfect...

But you know what perhaps I would have never really valued him either, nor valued the little time I spend with him....never would have really waited for the time to meet him or given time to appreciate such beauty.. 

Lonely city calls for such realization

Value your present

Time goes ahead, new things, new people, new place flows through your space, and yet you tend to find happiness in your past or future, literally ignoring your present that at one point of time was or will be part of your thoughts...

Inertia...is perhaps the right word that perhaps Sir Newton discovered a long time ago...biggest one of which resides in our thoughts and sense of happiness..

This is the biggest realization that comes to my mind today...I am supposed to be the happiest girl today, who has got what she ever longed for...the perfect life...yet the longing never ends...because I have just now realized that I have been hardly happy with my present because I am too lost in the other two worlds...

A good boss, good colleagues, new friends who actually care for you, who can sense it when you are not happy, teach you stuff, guide you, crack funky jokes to bring a smile on your face...why do I keep ignoring such beautiful things which are part of my life....and long for those perfect friends who were there with me in the past...why do I keep forgetting that they are still going to be there.. why can't I be happy knowing that they'll always love me...lucky to have people who love me...lucky to have friends who are family, who pamper you, cheer you, make you happy..

Lucky to have them all a phone call away...so what if they aren't here, we still are together...

Cheers to my new life...